hopeless live

In all fairness lack of self awareness precipitated the low self esteem causing a disastrous theme in lives around me. Torturing me like a hammer constantly pounding my head. My biggest fear are the tears I shed when extreme hopelessness leaves a loved one dead. Apathy says, you made your bed. Now lay in it. Seems we’ll all pay for it later or maybe soon. I want for the catastrophic events in life to reject the cocoon which protects till transformation changes perspective so the chaos dies and the trouble begins to subside. Give and set a good example. Bless those who are weak and cannot speak against the shadow inside. Choose happy and enjoy the rest of the ride. To Hoping helplessness died.